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{ feeling : stressed
{ hearing : chapelle show rerun
 
Got to love how life kicks your ass when you wake up in the morning. Look what I got in my inbox!
 

Hey everyone, I just wanted to give you all a heads up on something…after talking to the dept. head I have discovered that you guys should actually be turning in 8-10 prints a week, quite a lot! So starting week 2 of movement and gesture you are going to need 6-10 prints and that will make its way up to 8-10. I know this is a lot of work. I also was told that for a three credit class you are expected to have 10-12 hours of homework a week, i hope it doesnt take that much time for you guys. :)

 
Stress prior was due to three to five prints. Thanks a lot, CCC Photography Department. I was pretty chipper in the darkroom yesterday (oddly enough) but now I feel like every moment I have to deal with this bull, I’ll be breaking down. Every moment I have to think of even less time for myself, I cry. All this work for just for this class. I work so hard now and nothing is good enough. This isn’t even my major. No class has ever made me this depressed, not even one where everyone hates everything I care about.
 
That email … How can you end some news like that with a smiley emoticon. How? How do you do that when you’re doubling workload just like that. It’s one class. I have four more to worry about. They want hours of homework too! I have to commute about fourteen hours a week. Sigh …
 
I’m tired. I want time for myself. I don’t want to do this anymore.