{ feeling : deathly sore throat
{ hearing : king of the hill

I’ve been sick since Sunday evening but I did manage to go to two out of the three classes I’ve had so far. I figured one day without conspiracy theories wouldn’t hurt my grade.

I’ll go to class tomorrow hopefully and visit the campus’s health center afterwards. I don’t think it’s anything that serious but it doesn’t hurt to check. I am in fact scheduled to work but I should not be near children or food considering I’ve been coughing like crazy.

So, I accepted a friend request from someone in my grade school today. I knew her to be a quiet girl, funny but nice but I guess she had given birth to a beautiful baby girl during the time I hadn’t seen her. It was kind of strange.

I think back on the people I knew in grade school and don’t mind that I’m not tied with them anymore. I mean, they’re all so “matured” with their parties and the excessive amounts of Jack Kerouac.

Some memories are kind of great but in general, I don’t like thinking about my past. I was a dumb kid. Like … What the fuck was my problem? We were all dumb kids. I guess considering I’m not swimming in liquor in my own dorm/apartment every night, I’m still a kid but I don’t mind. I’m starting to like myself which is kind of weird.

Maybe I’m just in this state of anger towards my body cause it won’t stop being sick. My mind is kind of loopy.